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Wrestling With the Badge: Imposter Syndrome in First Responders
Let’s just get real. Imposter syndrome is a fucking bitch. Some days, I wake up and think: Am I really cut out for this shit? Could I have done more? Should I have done less? Could I be better? It doesn’t matter if you’ve been a firefighter, AEMT, or paramedic for years—the voice is still there, whispering, sometimes screaming, that you’re not enough. I’ve been there. Hell, I still am. I remember my first ride-along as an EMT, thinking, “What the hell am I doing here? Everyon
3 hours ago3 min read
Welcome to From the Brain of a First Responder
If you’ve found your way here, there’s a good chance you already understand something about this job: it takes a toll. In EMS, fire, law enforcement, dispatch, and corrections, we spend our careers responding to other people’s worst days. Over time, the things we see, hear, and experience start to stack up in ways most people outside this profession will never fully understand. For a long time, the culture in public safety has been to push through it. Ignore it. Laugh it off.
4 hours ago2 min read
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